Wednesday. March 5th. 10:34. 2008

I have discovered the purpose of the dream. It is to develop my own thoughts on religion and the only way I can do that is to turn it in to a project. I am going to shoot according towards human emotion to God. People are looking, mad, unsure, believers, non-believers, and the list goes on and on. 

So i emote these feelings with a glowing light to symbolize God and people will emote their feelings and I will capture those feelings. The work i did today was that i made a floor plan and shot tests. 

Monday. March 3rd. 10:41 -10:53

Welcome to day one of hopefully many many more days. 

Last night i learned about myself. More that i had ever imagined in more than one hour. I rested my head upon the pillow and drifted off to sleep. I had began to see more than the pitch black surrounding my eyes, I saw bright white lights. They started out as flashes and became more than that. I saw a human figure knelling in front of tall windows and the white light was taking over his body. I also saw a hand reaching out into the white light. I also saw hands covering a face and head with the white light overcoming the face. But this was different because I could see an eye and it was crying. I quickly awoke and roughly sketched these figures and on the last page of my sketchbook wrote religion without thinking. I looked up the definition and wrote that down as well. What i saw was God or some form of all knowing being trying to reconnect with these people and there reaction to this connection. I thought to myself...What would I do if i saw this light? What if i saw God?

I still have no answer...